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Tragic_Abomination
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Location: Atlanta, Georgia, United States
Birthday: 12/17/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: guitar, piano, skateboarding, soccer, basketball, playing in the rain, eating, tv, cuddling, holding hands, hugs, snow, laughing, bubbles, art, photography, friends, MUSIC<3 like:the acadmey is, taking back sunday, fall out boy, the blood brothers, the used, alkaline trio, bayside, say anything, houston calls, death cab for cute, blink 182, silverstein, sugarcult, breaking benjamin, all american rejects, idiot pilot, hidden in plain view, funeral for a friend, from autumn to ashes, stutterfly, american hi fi, matchbox romance, my chemical romance, something coroporare, finch, relient k, unwritten law, foo fighters, postal service, spill canvas, green day, hellogoodbye, armor for sleep, slipknot, amber pacific, new found glory, hawthorne heights, hot hot heat, alexisonfire, the ataris, jimmy eat world, oasis, thursday, dashboard confessional,face to face, atreyu, boys night out,shut gun rules, underoath, shotgun luxury,shceme
Expertise: skating, guitar, art, photography, not relationships really with anyone.. hmm my animals. i love em all. i <3 courtney.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  hoparounddude
AIM:  twistedxbehavior
Yahoo:  xpagesofmyheartx
Member Since:
8/17/2005
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| Well before i really type anything from here on i should mention this isnt ben, its his friend shawn. last night ben was walking home from work at like 10 and it was a dark road and a drunk driver (very much intoxicated) hit him. the ambulance went and got him but he had lost too much blood by the time he got to the hospital and they declared him dead at 10:57 p.m. to me none of this seems real because i had seen him 3hrs before that talked to him an hr before that. i dont know how to take it or how to feel. please dont comment here. if u want to comment just comment me on my site beatinghearts__x and im not promising to comment anyone back. | | |
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another night of being tired, but not sleepy.where my thoughts run at a million miles an hour,in every single direction, except one, sleep.it's at times like these that i wish i were blind, deaf, and mute.not because i don't cherish the gifts i've been given,but because than, the outter world couldn't reach me,in any fashion but to grant me sleep.and it's in this sleeping state of mind that i gather,i'd be perfectly comfortable admitting the truth,the truth being that, with reality. harshness can occur.when you're awake, life's not fair. when you're asleep,life's so fair it drips with equality.while sleeping, everyone is well fed.everyone is whatever color they'd like to be,including, red, yellow, and blue.eyes shut tight. allowes everyone to be in love.love begins where unconciousness starts,the stage called REM brings about some beautiful change.i guess all i'd like to say within this babble,when you sleep. life is perfect, when you wake.life can still be perfect, but you must try to take what sleep taught you, and apply it where life's left you.on the doorstep of tomorrow, take this chance to learn something.and sleep. <3
the thoughts think
the thoughts thinking themselves,
through my mind,
this time of night,
tend to always be the same.
somedays hopeless,
other days hopeful,
but they've never been given,
a reason to change.
i'm not so sure,
who or what's at fault,
but the one thing i am sure of,
after doing this a thousand times before.
i still don't consider it routine..
By: Ben Green | | |
| Yeah i guess im not very good at updating anymore? Maybe ive become lazy? i dont know haha. yeah so my court date is coming up, its not court like that, its to get emancipated, because technically right now im not supposed to be living by myself so i just gotta get it legalized and then ill get my ged and then start georgia perimeter, fun stuff rite? yeah so i worked today it was boring, yesterday me and shawn just skated and stuff and then we went to his youth group at church that he used to go to. it was pretty cool i guess, not really my thing but yeah anyways i guess thats all rite now. | | |
| yeah this is bens friend shawn i felt like writing on his xanga and mine. well no i was actually trying to wake him up cuz im bored lol
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well if ur wondering shawn did get me up eventually. im a heavy sleeper sometimes haha no all the time actually. yah so went and saw his mom, it was kinda awkward, but i suppose it would be considering the situation and all and now im sitting at home on my computer how fun? nah i think im going to go skate soon or doing something outside. | | |
| So nothing really is new at all so theres really no point in posting a new entry because i really dont have anything to say rite now. i worked yesterday fun i know and im doing nothing rite now and tomorrow i think im gonna hang with a friend i dont know yet. yeah so thats it.
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did any1 here about how a band member in bayside died? thats sad, they were on the way to a show. it made me think of my summer and well thats not a good thing but yeah.. anyways i just had to say that.
Edit x 2
everyone my friend/roommate just got xanga so comment him damnit im jk but seriously comment him http://www.xanga.com/BeatingHearts__x
edit x3
faster faster,
slower slower,
start start,
stop stop.
halt here,
go there.
hop, skip, jump.
over over,
and again.
this thought,
shall never end.
when stationary,
is in motion.
minds will question.
up top, and begin
just something i wrote. | | |
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